Tuesday, March 20, 2018

"Before The Storm"

I have decided to start with something new! Every now and again, I'm going to post a story I've written. If the story is very long, I'll post it as more of a serial, with weekly updates, or something like that.
Mostly, I just want to share my writing. It's what I love to do.
So, without further ado, here is the first story I'll be sharing. It is called "Before The Storm" and since it's a shorter work, I'll just be posting the whole thing. Please enjoy, leave a comment, and be sure to check me out on Facebook at https://www.facebook.com/authoremilyblue/.

Before the Storm



This was his fourth round with a new prescription and pretty soon he was going to call it quits, face the inevitable.
Finch stared at the laptop resting on his thighs, then blinked and rubbed his eyes with his hands.  His vision cleared, though fog still clung to his peripherals.
Sighing, he adjusted his glasses on his nose. A weather alert shrilled in his ear from another tab, interrupting his work on a design for a client. Thunderstorms approaching, an advisory for potential tornadoes. As if he didn’t have enough to worry about, now even the damned outside conspired against him.
Maybe he’d better give his eyes a break, check his cupboards to see if there was enough to outlast the bad weather. At the very least, the pause would give him a chance to mull over his next move on the project. In recent months, he’d gone for a minimalistic, modern approach on his designs. That was “in” these days, he told clients. Which was true, though the real reason he wouldn’t admit was that it was just easier on his eyes.
But this client had already pushed him through several iterations, each one including more and more detail. It was getting to the point where he could hardly see what he was working on anymore. The time he spent on this piece already demanded more money than he would be paid. Maybe it was best to cut off now, take his losses, admit he couldn’t do this anymore.
Shuddering, Finch pushed the thought out of his mind. He couldn’t do anything if he had no fuel to work on.
Standing up, he staggered towards the kitchen. Dishes sat in the sink, fuzzy and gray; he blinked, rubbed his eyes again, and realized the cloudiness was a mass of fruit flies and not a result of his failing vision. The trash reeked, probably encouraging the bugs to thrive.
He stood for a moment, wanting to be stunned at the squalor he lived in and incapable of it. Work took precedence over cleaning, or else he wouldn’t have a place to not clean.
He went to the fridge. A carton of eggs huddled in the door and he picked it up. Empty shells rattled around inside Styrofoam. After tossing it in the trash, he grabbed at the gallon of milk sitting inside on the shelf. A half-inch of white liquid gathered at the bottom, looking fine and smelling questionable.
His cupboards were in a similar poor state.
“I’m lucky it’s not a snowstorm coming.”
Most of the local businesses would have closed down already if so.
In any case, a guy could make scrambled eggs without milk, but he couldn’t make scrambled eggs without eggs.
A glance at the microwave clock showed 5 p.m. exactly. Plenty of time.
He headed out the front door and stepped into a gust of wind that carried an unusual humidity for February. Illinois weather at its finest. No wonder there were storm warnings. When the cold front hit this pocket of warmth, things were going to be nine different kinds of crazy.
Leaves skittered around his feet as he limped across the gravel of the parking lot, heading in the direction of the nearby four-way stop. A short way down the street was the school, and then there wasn’t much of anything for about half a mile straight. At that point, a right turn would bring him to the store.
Usually.
He didn’t get that far.
Every other step sent a dull throb reverberating up to his hip. Sharper pain, like a cramp, settled in at the joint there. Breath rasped in his lungs. His chest could never seem to get full enough, even though before the accident he considered himself to be in pretty good shape, never met a physical he didn’t pass with flying colors. Now, exercise kicked his ass and he’d lost his driver’s license.
The journey stretched out before him, an impossible trek. Half a mile to the grocery store, however many steps he took inside there from start to finish, and then half a mile back while carrying groceries. God, how he would ache. Aspirin couldn’t touch that pain, which seemed like a vine constricting his bones.
Rather than climb up the steps to the sidewalk running alongside the school, Finch clumped his way over to the other side of the street. He checked over his shoulder several times while crossing, a nervous habit he hadn’t been able to shake off no matter how hard he tried to resist.
Having reached the other side, he stopped and tilted his head back to try and distract himself from the ache. Right overhead, the sky was pale with dusk and completely clear. However, in the distance, brooding gray clouds approached at a fast clip. The wind blew again, stirring more leaves, flattening Finch’s clothes against his body. He shivered, rubbing his hands together. When had it grown so cold? Wishing he’d grabbed a jacket, he got moving again.
There was a park only a short ways beyond the school, abandoned this time of year at this time of day. Nothing moved through the swaying shadows cast by neighborhood trees, which were all far too large for the yards in which they grew. No birds chirped, their evening song conspicuously absent. Finch couldn’t hear any cars from the main road, only a short distance away. He couldn’t see anyone.
A muted thump broke through the quiet. Only one, followed by an unmistakable swish and a series of hollow bouncing sounds.
As a tall guy, no way could Finch ever forget that sound. Someone was shooting hoops out on the concrete court at the park. He played out on similar courts in his youth, as well as in the gym.
Finch squinted, nose crinkling and upsetting his glasses. He could barely make out two -three?- silhouettes running underneath the hoops. The streetlight nearby illuminated them, though the orange glow seemed diminished in the face of the clouds billowing ever closer as the seconds passed. The sky looked like a stormy sea now, all clashing currents.
An odd time to be playing but good for them, he supposed.
Faint laughter fluttered through the air. Children. Two of them, from the sound. And a third voice, an adult.
As Finch came closer, a shapeless blob he’d believed to be a bush turned out to be a police cruiser parked along the street. A cop was out in full uniform, various badges and reflective pins outlined in neon.
The cop dribbled a basketball at midcourt, passing the ball back and forth from one hand to another.  The two kids, small boys, rushed at him from either side to gang up on him. As if this was a normal day on the job, he picked up the ball, aimed while the boys bounced around in front of him with their arms waving, and took his shot.
Finch slowed down, watching. The ball sailed so straight and sure that even he could follow its path, an umber comet, before passing through the hoop. Nothing but net. Swish.
Not perturbed at all, the kids cheered. Finch felt like cheering himself, his blood racing a little faster through his veins. One of the boys peeled off, racing after the ball. The ball bounced over the sideline, rolling into the street right in front of Finch. The boy glanced over at him as if just realizing he was there.
The cop and the second kid were talking, although they turned as they noticed where the other went. Finch glanced over at them, hoping the cop wouldn’t recognize him as the weird guy who never left his house. He never got loud, never started fights with anyone, never did much of anything, but that didn’t mean he was anyone’s favorite.
Finch bent down to grab up the basketball as it came to a rest at his foot. Jolts shot up his leg as he bent his knee. He grimaced, feeling like fangs were gnawing on his flesh. “Here,” he said, tossing the ball to the boy.
The boy caught the basketball with both hands. “Thanks,” he said. Something flickered across his face and then he hurried away again.
This evening game, in such a peaceful little town, played in the face of an approaching storm, made him wonder if there might not still be some innocence left in the world.
Finch looked out at the cop again, who waved at him. “Beautiful evening, isn’t it?”
The wind picked up even more now, sharper, colder. “You could say that,” Finch replied, raising his voice to be heard. He glanced over his shoulder and then moved deeper into the road, straying away from the yard he was walking along since there were no sidewalks here. “A little foreboding.”
“We like it,” the cop replied.
We?
“When you can taste the rain, the pressure, it’s the best time to be outside. Good for the skin.”
As someone who only ever felt sticky and uncomfortable in the face of humidity, Finch didn’t agree. He hesitated, wondering whether just agreeing would get him labeled as a brown-noser, when he finally figured out what had been bothering him this entire time. Light dripped across the police officer’s cheekbones, thick and yellow, the wrong color to have come from the streetlamp. His eyes bulged from his face, immense and not nearly the size they should have been at all.
He opened his mouth to scream, to call out to the kids, to tell them to run –the one in the street might have a chance- but now he saw their faces glowing, too. Pointed fangs spilled from between their lips, terrible, joyful smiles.
The boy with the basketball stepped closer to Finch, nails long and hooked where they jutted from his fingertips. They pressed against the rubber, on the verge of puncturing through. “Want to try?” His voice slurred, words tangling around his elongated teeth.
It’s my eyes, he thought now, almost pleading with himself. I’m on the verge of going blind. Everything is going. Blurring together.
“Sure,” Finch croaked. He reached out one hand and took the ball, automatically dribbling it on the street as he walked over to the basketball court. The cop and the other boy watched him as he came up, and he could feel warmth filtering from their eyes in sharp contrast with the approaching storm.
The basketball felt good and comfortable in his hands, his body remembering what his brain had forgotten. He didn’t need to look down to be able to dribble, guiding the ball up to midcourt just like he was 16 again and trying out for the team.
“Go on,” one of the boys said, their voice overly encouraging. “You can do it, Finch.”
There were three people in this entire town who knew his name and none of them were children. Feeling as if he had entered into some weird state of vertigo, Finch caught the ball as it bounced against his hand for the final time. He lifted it up, brought himself into the correct position so that his fingers skimmed over the bumpy surface, and took his shot. He jumped automatically, coming down hard on his bad leg. Pain shot up through his right side and he grabbed at his hip with both hands.
“Dammit!”
Swish.
Overbearing heat pressed up against his side. A pair of powerful hands gripped his shoulders, steadying him. “Careful, there. Easy.”
“I’m okay.” He replied as he naturally would, then froze as it came back to him how odd this situation was. Those hands holding him up felt like twin vices, bones of iron beneath thick leather coverings. Sharp, curved talons pricked through his shirt, dimpled his skin. “Sorry. I think I should go.”
“That was real cool!”
Finch turned his head to watch the boys race off after the basketball, pushing and shoving and laughing like children should. That sense of vertigo crashed against him again, and the subsequent gust of wind nearly finished him off and knocked him over. He might have fallen anyway, if not for those preternaturally strong hands.
“Looks like you’ve still got it,” the cop said. “Old injury?”
“I should go.”
“Where are you headed?”
Finch bit his tongue, trying to keep himself grounded. “The store. I wanted to get there ahead of the storm.”
“Hmm. No car?”
“No license.”
I can’t be having this conversation with this creature.
He couldn’t bring himself to look at the cop, feeling as if he would certainly go mad if he looked at those bulging, predatorial eyes again.
“That hasn’t stopped people in the past. But good for you, following the law. Not many humans like you anymore.”
He said humans. Oh, my god. He said humans.
The cop tilted his head back. Finch witnessed something horrible out of the corner of his vision, which seemed now to be betraying him with its clarity. There were folds on either side of the police officer’s neck, crusty jowls that twitched and pulsed, seeming to open and close like flower petals without ever showing what lay underneath.
He felt as if his thoughts were slipping, like he was standing poised with one foot crashing towards the ground, where he had noticed too late a snake was lying in wait.
“The weather front is moving in pretty fast,” the cop said. “Can’t you feel the lovely pressure?”
Finch needed to look at this guy’s badge, pay attention to his features so he could remember him later. He couldn’t. Just couldn’t. Instead, he watched the kids taking free throws at the other end of the court.
“You’ll never make it to the store and back home, not with that leg of yours. I’ll tell you what I’ll do. Hop in my cruiser. I’ll save you some time, get you the rest of the way to the store.”
“I… I couldn’t,” Finch said. “What about the…”
Boys? Kids? Monsters?
“They’ll be fine on their own.” There might have been some sort of underlying meaning to the cop’s statement. “And we won’t be gone long. Only a couple minutes. Come on.”
And that was the pity of it, the part of this whole terrifying situation he hated the most, was that the drive with the cop would only take a few minutes. By foot, Finch would take so much longer. He couldn’t even try to run away. He was at the mercy of these creatures.
One of those hands returned to his shoulders, clamping down. Impossible force turned him around, pushed him in the direction of the cruiser. All he could do was stagger along where the cop wanted him to go, his legs shaking, his heart quivering in his chest.
The cop reached out with his free hand, opened the passenger side door, and pushed Finch toward the seat. “Go on,” he said. His voice was pleasant, but Finch thought he could detect that strange undercurrent again. Cold claws scraped down his spine.
Finch lowered himself down, hardly feeling the pain that shot through his hips. The cop closed the door, then walked around to the other side and let himself in. He brought keys out, stuck them in the ignition, and turned them. The engine snarled to life, sounding like a monster itself. Finch clutched his hands tight into fists, struggling to keep his breath from speeding up and showing his fear.
The cop started driving, making a pleasant humming sound in the back of his throat that was nearly consumed by the rumble of the engine.
Finch looked down at the door handle.
“I wouldn’t, if I were you,” the cop said. “After all, we’re almost at the store. Isn’t that what you want?”
I don’t know anymore.
30 seconds later, the police car pulled into the parking lot of the grocery store. The cop brought the cruiser all the way up to the front door, from which filtered a comforting light the likes of which seemed heavenly.
Finch grabbed for the handle. His fingers slid, slick and damp, over the metal.
At the same moment, five sharp points pressed against the back of his neck. “Now,” the cop said. His voice lost the pleasant edge, become a hissing and gnarled thing that barely held a distant resemblance to anything human. “I’m going to let you go. But if you tell anyone about what you’ve seen here tonight, it won’t be good for you. Do you understand?”
Finch looked at those mad yellow eyes in the reflection of the side mirror and nodded.
“I need to hear you say it, boy.”
“Yes,” he whispered. “I understand.”
“Good. Now, get out of my car. I’ve got places to be and little time to get to them.”
Finch gripped the door handle again, pulled on it, felt the latch click. The door popped open. He stepped out, set his aching legs down on solid ground, and thought that he had never been so glad to be in pain in his entire life.
Reaching back, he shut the door. The cruiser pulled away, working in a long circle around the parking lot before going back in the direction of the park.
Not knowing what else to do, Finch went shopping. 
The End 
©2018 Emily Blue 

Wednesday, March 7, 2018

Phantoms, by Dean Koontz

I don't believe in evil. And I especially don't believe in evil in stories.
I think it's a cop-out to use the concept of "evil" as a reason for the events in a story to happen. It's perfectly fine for characters to believe in evil or to say something is evil (although too much of that as a running theme makes me roll my eyes) but for an author to say something is evil? I don't like that. It's just my opinion, but I think it's cheap. It's an excuse.
Maybe it's the fact that I'm an atheist. I don't believe in an ultimate good. I don't believe in an ultimate bad. That just isn't how it works, in my head.
I don't think people come out of the womb bad, or evil, or destined to be such. I think mental issues and certain experiences and life events, and a whole host of other possibilities, can and do contribute to someone's actions and behavior. An inclination to the negative, if you will. However, to me, that is not evil. People are not evil. And weather phenomenon and natural events, like tornadoes and earthquakes, are certainly not evil.
I feel like this is my soapbox. Whenever this comes up, I have to talk about it. And it's all because of Dean Koontz.
The concept of evil is a running theme in the books of his that I have read and I think it's just a waste of time for an author to claim something is evil, to use the narrative to claim that. That's not a reason. It's not an explanation. It's nothing but a tactic, a cheap one.
Now, that isn't to say I think only my opinion is right, or that evil should never be discussed or written about. It's a bit like jump scares in horror movies. They are cheap. Overrated. They often don't work as they are intended to, because they are used without thought, or skill, or just not in the right manner.
And then there will be a jump scare that just WORKS.
If it fits the story, if the presence of evil has a POINT in the story, if it is a driving force, if there is a reason for evil to be a reason, then it will work. But if it's just a theme and it's being thrown into the story all the time, it makes me roll my eyes and yawn and be frustrated.
Despite all this, despite the fact that I'm standing on my soapbox jabbering to the internet right now, devoting a whole blog post to this idea, I really did like Phantoms by Dean Koontz. It's an older book of his, published in 1983. I liked it a lot. It dealt with subjects and concepts I am interested in. The story was well-paced. The characters were likable, or at least believable. The ending was even pretty good for once.
I just wish writers would hold true to this: Everything in a story must have a reason to be in the story. There needs to be an explanation, a reason, a connection. Coincidences and one-in-a-million chances in real life do happen, but fiction is much, much less forgiving.
Therefore, a story about an ancient creature who causes mass disappearances -as in Phantoms- probably shouldn't be described as evil. What does that add to the story? Unless that is what the characters believe personally, which is different from what the narrative states as fact, it adds nothing. Literally nothing.
I think that's the end of my rant! Be sure to check me out at www.facebook.com/authoremilyblue, or follow me on Twitter, where my handle is @Miss_Emily_Blue.
Until next time!

~Blue